Fuck The Bullshit

never have i ever met a more complex yet simple person in my life.

never have i fallen so hard.

never have i wanted to rip my heart out so badly when i hear you talk about
someone else you like.



if you dont deserve me, how could you be worth the time to anyone?
to give someone else the chance to love you and not me,
because "i deserve more"
thats so fucking confusing, and its the one line i never get enough of
out of people.

i say fuck that.

and fuck you

Eargasam:

This is a playlist of songs that I think are crucial to the survival of your existance. I'll be adding more to this. Or Just making a new post. I dunno. But for now, enjoy. =] [Sidenote: If the playlist isn't showing up just click the "pop out player button to enjoy this eargasam.]

You want a title?

Gravity has never pushed so hard, I keep walking with
My head down like I’ll never see the sky, as if there’s really nothing
There worth looking at but a big gaping lie.

It's as big as the sun and as strong as the tense finger on
a trigger.

it's a feeling of realism, raw feelings and the truth.

You can't face denial without a smirk on your face.

she's been shaped by the pain of a hundred lifetimes,
looking for a soulmate that might have already died.

I find peace in a mirror, looking at that half i search so
hard for in other faces but mine.

A true soul mate is probably the most important person you'll ever meet.


They tear down your walls and smack you awake.

But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful.

It's now or never.

Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave.

A soul mates purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life.

Mold me like the dirt beneath your feat.

Make it as easy as inhaling air to breath.

Set me free

Honestly...

Remember the sounds of the stereo as I promiseTo listen to your heart beat.It’ll collapse in your chest and you’ll start To reminisce of all those times we spent in theBackseat.

Just bullshitted ties and lies saying we lovedOne another when all we wanted was to fuck.

Who was playing who in the mind games of Insecurity when you’re thinking in your mind How much you suck.

How much you hate.

How much you crave.

How much you despise their taste.

It’s just self fulfillment, just another body on mine,Another guilty pleasure yet a favorite past time.Wanting nothing but the hair around your face,And a tongue between your teeth.But the next day, just like before you’ll be Sitting on your knees.

The ones already bruised from playing with yourChildhood dreams.The ones that have bled for you in your time of need.That’s the deadly cycle, when you do nothing but recycleAll the boys or the girls that put on a show,Skillfully a master under the sheets you’ve come to know.It’s a talent.It’s a skill.You’re a piece, such a thrill.Just give me a push over the ledge, of the world’s edgeAnd I’ll promise to fall forever.It’ll be something to get used to,Something I’ve secretly wanted to do.To know I’ll never hit the ground,As hard as I did for you.....


This'll win big in a contest somewhere.give me alchohol and i'll dance the night away

No rest for the wicked

I didnt want it to be this predictable,where i could hear the tear drop fall on the recievers end.the sound of it crashing was beyond what i could imagine, intentions were good....at firstbut the bones are breaking one by onefrom colliding in this backwards bend."im sorry dearest" then hit send.They told me she was so easy a cave man could do her.

I thought I had every piece but the peaceThey told me fate loves the fearless, but neverhas it scared me so.the date i marked on my calendar would make me hatethe looks, shakes, the sway her hair makes.every move makes me squirm, ready to burst, but iwon't let me do it first.I want to know where I stand, so i'll keep facing theground at my feet, my awkward glanceWith fidgeting fingers in pockets to small to ever last,that never stood a chance against hands that never rest.

I fight the urge to touch your face, brush them over smilinglines, eyes so bold and still blue from the cold.The winters last for ages here, i'd keep you warm if i couldbut i've lost all feeling in this skin i've worn for years.It's brittle from the lies, broken ties, the screams drowned in tears

Not everything can be explained...

I couldn't cry anymore, even though I want to.To make myself believe that things are still the same as before.But my speech is full of i dont know's and I dont evenknow about what to do about that.

Do you even still like me?

and should you?

They told me fate loves the fearless, but neverhas it scared me so.Help me read your mind from so far away,I'm scared now, and i thought i was brave.To take a chance, to break a piece off and never ask for it back.I dont need to rhyme when it's you I think about.It's the imperfections that make you perfect, I sit on the brinkwhen you talk.Such a pretty little thing you are, who knew, who knew?I did.But i finally tear up once i've reached the end.I'm left staring, just glaring at the light, distraught.Should I take the blindfold off or do as I am told?I had every piece but the peace

Intro.

I'm not a hardcore blogger. I can't turn my words into something meaningful. All I can do is express the few emotions I have and hope someone learns from my mistakes.